Hey Mum, been thinking about you so much recently. This time last year was the first time we thought something was wrong. Where has the time gone. Ben has been in Dubai with his Dad for the past week, so I was able to stop time for a little while and grieve. I needed to grieve Mum, you are my Mum, my soul mate, my friend, my guardian, my Mum. I love and miss you like you would not believe. I have been lucky in life to have had Dad and you to teach us right from wrong, to show us how love and life should be. You taught us to trust, to honour, to love, to truely know life as it should be, you did everything right. I am so grateful to you both. But because I feel that way it has made it so hard for me to loose you both. Sean has found his way, has dealt with this like we all expected. Strong, to carry on, to provide. Sean has learnt all his strength from you both. So why can't I. I want to so much, I really do, so why can't I. I love you both so much. Keri XXX